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TNBuilder

I live a busy life but would like an occasional discreet encounter. Please do not send me a friend request if you do not have a picture posted. I am really more interested in having Ladies than Men (unless you give me a good reason). Good news is that I got 'snipped' a few years ago so I can go bareback without any worries of getting my lover pregnant. Makes things so much more enjoyable for both of us.

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Monday, July 28, 2014, 1:11:28 AM- What a week this has been

Had a remembrance ceremony for my dad on Wednesday where over 250 friends came to say goodbye - that was overwhelming - and about 100 of them came back to the house for further friendship and fellowship. Went back to the 'weekend house' where my dad died on Friday evening and just sent The Wife and the oldest daughter home this evening. I am staying with my mom for the remainder of the week to assist her with whatever she needs help with. You know these things will happen in life, but you just hope they will happen later in life.
Remember to always hug the ones you love and don't get hung up on the small details unless they are SUPER important. Luckily my dad and I were in a good place at this time and had not argued for quite a while. Just regret that I did not call him Friday evening as I usually did.

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"My dad died at 43, it is hard. Glad you can be there for your mom."- mrsUnderDog59

Tuesday, July 22, 2014, 2:34:48 AM- bad weekend

Saturday afternoon, I received a call from my mom telling me that my dad had gone missing while out on a boat and that I needed to fly home immediately. I booked a flight and was at their place by 3 Am the next day. During my trip, they did find the boat and by 6:30 Am they found his body. The official cause of death is drowning, but knowing how strong of a person my dad is, we are fairly convinced that there was some kind of 'cardiac event'

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Friday, July 18, 2014, 9:57:32 AM- Last Night

We went out to dinner and The Wife had a margarita as she usually does if we are out with friends (I stayed sober as I was driving). As she was getting up from the table, I was, apparently, standing too close and she slapped my ass so when she got up I slapped hers as well. This got me to thinking that perhaps I could fuck her. Problem is that I am now working for UBER (like Lyft, a car service) and I wanted to drive for a bit and try to make some money. The drive home I was debating what I would do and the opportunity to earn money won out over the slim chance that I might fuck The Wife. That is really a pretty sad statement on my sex life when I would rather drive strangers around than even try to fuck The Wife.

Monday, July 7, 2014, 3:52:10 PM- last night

So yesterday we went over to The Daughters house and I assisted her hubby with floor installation for a bit then we came home and I went out to work for about 90 minutes (I am now trying out driving for Uber). When I got home we were sitting on the sofa and I looked over at The Wife and noticed that she had a spot on her neck. Now she burned her tits with a curling iron a few days ago so I thought perhaps it was from that so I asked and she seemed oblivious to it. I pointed out that it looked sort of like a hickey and she went to look in a mirror and came back with the answer that she has no idea what it is. Now it would surprise me greatly if she was cheating especially if she allowed a hickey to occur, but I guess anything is possible. It would explain the lack of wanting sex with me and the ignoring my advances.
I am thinking about writing her a letter and just giving it to her to read and see what the reaction is. I guess if I do you, my followers will know soon enough.

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Sunday, July 6, 2014, 1:38:14 PM- It is not like we do not talk

Over the past years The Wife and I have spoken more than a few times about the lack of sex. 3 or 4 years ago we discussed getting a new sofa with recliners built into it instead of the separate sofa and loveseat that we had - she indicated that this would mean more closeness and sex (did not happen) last year we went to a tattoo expo and she got titty tattoos and said that that would increase our sex as I would get to play with them - you guessed it - that did not happen. There have been other things where she indicated that 'if this happens there will be more sex' but 'this' happens and the sex never occurs.
just my morning frustrated rant.

Sunday, July 6, 2014, 4:17:29 AM- Long Day and Dinner

Well, I worked from 4:30 AM today till 8:30 PM with a short break and was tired. On the way home at 8:30, I called The Wife and offered to take her out to dinner. Although she did not seem too enthused, she did say yes and I thought, 'ok, take her to dinner = get her in a good mood = maybe have sex' When we got home and were changing into our relaxed clothes, I tried to kiss her and she found a way (x2) to avoid kissing so it was quite obvious that we would not be having sex tonight. Oh, well, I will keep trying on occasion or perhaps I will finally end up with a FB other than The Ex who I have pretty much lost touch with these days.

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"1st time she shot me down was in my closet, she was showing me where she had hung up my shirts and she turned and brushed her tits up against me so I reached out and started kissing her - she pulled away and said it was too claustrophobic so she moved out of the closet and I tried again and she said 'let me take my earrings off before you get started' and did that but then moved on and made no effort to come back to me. Oh well ......"- TNBuilder

Tuesday, July 1, 2014, 11:10:28 PM- Last night

Did not sleep well at all, was up 3 or 4 times and never really got back to sleep (oddly enough, I found out my dad had the same issue). I blame part of this on sleeping alone and no sex / lack of companionship, part on anxiety. Overall, just yuk!

Tried a few times this weekend to get things started with The Wife but she either shot me down or just plain ignored my suggestions.

Now just got a call from The Wife and she had a shit day at work, so I will have to hear about that when she gets home - ok so that is part of my job as a caring spouse.

Sunday, June 29, 2014, 10:44:28 AM- Stormy

This past night was incredibly stormy, some of the loudest and strongest in a while. I sleep upstairs in 'my' room while The Wife sleeps downstairs in hers. It was so loud up here that I thought about going down to join her (sort of thinking that I might sleep better with this crazy storm going on if I am holding someone) but realized that we would not hold one another and would just face opposite sides of the bed without our bodies even touching.
I have been real horny this week (well, ok, I am always horny) and I am considering if I should make an effort to fuck The Wife this morning when it is time for her to get up. hmmmm I will have to decide that in a few hours.
I hope everyone has had a good weekend!

Monday, June 23, 2014, 5:57:26 PM- 4 weeks

Yep - it has now, once again, been 4 weeks since any action with The Wife! I am debating what I will do when she is on a 3 week vacation later this year. She is traveling with her mom in November and I may just hand out at a local bar to see if I can get laid. Just simply tired of this as my life. It was supposed to be better by this time in my life. 49 years old and neither of us have any specific medical conditions that would prevent us from having an active sex life but on the rare occasions that we do, I feel like I have to 'force; the issue with her and she just gives in to shut me up.

Monday, June 16, 2014, 4:09:01 AM- This past weekend

We spent a long weekend visiting with my family on the east coast. It was nice and more relaxing than usual with them. Got into a massive fight with The Wife on the flight up and barely spoke most of the weekend so obviously no sex (I was not really interested in having sex with her anyway even though I was horny). Now back home and in our regular separate rooms. The Ex is coming over for breakfast tomorrow and I am hoping that she is part of it.

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