I had gotten so used to updating a few times a week, but the past week I have just not felt up to it. Lots giong on at work and a lot of thoughts in my head that I could not sort out well enough to put into a blog, but I am now going to try.
Last weekend (a week ago) Sunday morning, I went down and did manage to fuck The Wife, not as good as the previous time, but an acceptable session (no BJ this time). Ended up feeling conflicted about sex with The Ex vs sex with The Wife, more on that later.
Last Thursday was my wedding anniversary so I sent The Wife flowers to her work which surprised her. That evening, I had a late sales call and then The Ex came over so we could get some work done. As she was getting ready to leave she told me quietly to have a good evening and that she hoped The Sife and I had 'fun' I pointed out that I appreciated the thought but it was unlikely. Well, I was right, not even a hint of action. When I spoke to The Ex in the AM, I reminded her of her wishes and told her that my expectations of no activity were correct. She seemed surprised but I reminded her that it was just not part of my regular activity with The Wife. This past weekend, there was absolutely NO activity - not even a hint, however on Saturday, The Wife made an appointment for her annual checkup and since it was last year after that checkup that checkup that she suggested that I should get a vasectomy, I suggested that I will join her to have a discussion with her doctor about that for myself since I ABSOLUTELY do not want any more children and would love to be bareback with The Ex (plus THe Wife could stop taking Birth Control Pills which might improve her attitude toward sex a little bit).
Ok, long blog post and I will try to add more details that are missing later this week.

For anyone who was wondering, I have ont left, I have been browsing the blogs and commenting occasionally, but have not felt up to saying anything much. I will try to fill in the blanks tonight or over the weekend.

This morning I texted The Ex to see if she was coming over because if she was, I would pass on a non-mandatory morning meeting. Did nto get a return text, but did call her around 8 and she said she would be ther shortly and to please make her some hot cereal. I went to get a little work done and started her cereal, as I was doing this, I realized that I was not sure if I had another condom left as I was fairly sure that she wanted to fuck.
She arrived and I make her a coffee and heated up the cereal she took them both and started walking upstairs. As soon as she was in the room she started stripping, said please turn on the heat and got in bed. I did as she asked and then stripped myself to climb in with her. Started with kissing and feeling her pussy and then uncovered her tits to lick them which I did for a good 10 minutes or so as her moaning increased. While I did this she kept trying to move so my dick would make contact with her opening and I kept moving around to tease her a little bit. She then reached down and grabbed me and put my dick in her hot wet opening, I stroked her a few times then moved 'south' so to lick her which I did for another 10 minutes or so after a few minutes, she was crying out and saying she did not want to cum yet, but could not hold off any longer and she did with a SCREAM! As soon as she had cum, (I had already put on the condom) I moved up and entered her still pulsing pussy, now glad that I had jerked off this morning, I managed to fuck her for about 5 minutes thru at least one more good cum before I felt my climax coming on and shoved into her even harder as I came. We lay there for a few minutes before gathering ourselves up and getting on with our day. as we were heading out, she said she was so glad we managed today as she could not have held out much longer. This makes for a good Hump Day.
Tonight is Dinner with The Wife and our friends who introduced us.

No Not Really .... I actually love my Job and I think The Ex is truly growing into hers (running the roofing company). But today we were both sooo horny and tried 3 times to get together but never happened. Hell, she was so horny, I could just about smell it! Late in the afternoon, we actually made it into bed and once we were both undressed and I had opened the condom for easier access after I would eat her out, suddenly she looks at me and says 'what time is it?' I answered and she said 'Shit I got to go' I asked will you be back and she said she cannot make it back as she got dressed walking / running down the stairs and heading to her car. Boy she does not cuss much but she was PISSED! She and I have been trying for a few days to get together for a good fuck but work keeps interfering. Well .... we will probably try again tomorrow. What a waste of a good condom!
** Edit**
I did get a good pic of her showering and will post it now!

So The Wife came back from exercise and I asked if I should join her in the shower to was her off and did not get a response one way or the other, I followed her in and her response is that we cannot both fit, I pointed out that we did back when we first built the house and she says 'I do not remember that' next thing my phone rings and I take two calls quickly then go to join her and she is making sure that there is no room for me to get in, finally moves away from the shower door and I squeeze in and try to stroke her body for which I get no reaction. Finally soap myself up and keep trying to 'put the moves on her' but nothing happening. We both get out of the shower and dry off and she is saying she wonders why anyone would take a long shower. I point out that it is relaxing and the conversation ends. We go out to the Living Room, sit down to watch TV and I make dinner.
I really have got to quit getting my hopes up, because I just end up getting horny and frustrated. Thank heavens for NN and all the sexxy ladies here.

However, I am thinking that when The Wife gets back from her exercise and heads to the shower, perhaps I will offer to join her and wash her. I DID offer this a few minutes ago before she left and she did not say 'No', but she did not encourage me either.
I will let you know what happens later on this evening.
Either way, The Ex will be coming by tomorrow morning for us to get some work done and I offered to massage her back (and Front) and she seems to like that idea.

I realized that there are a certain group who regularly comment on my blogs and I do not message them often enough to say Thank You! so .... Thank You!!!!
It really makes a difference when I feel like I am being 'heard' especially when life is as tough as it has been the past week or so.
You know who you are and you are important to me!

Well, I am thinking that last Saturday was an anomaly, I sort of figured so since The Wife has not showed that much interest in sex for many years. Now, I know that she is grieving over the loss of our bird, but I have been hinting that I want to make love (STRONG hints) but she shows no sign of wanting me in bed with her. Oh well, it was nice for the 1 day that is lasted.
At least I can sort of count on The Ex for somewhat regular energetic sex.

Yesterday morning, THe Ex called ans said that Victorias Secret has bras on sale for $16/each and would I buy her a few. Well, I want her tits well supported so I said yes. I met her at the mall, we got lunch and went bra shopping. The surprise was that our daughter and one grandson joined us so I did not get and peeks. Then the entire process was taking way too long and I had to leave and go back to work so left my daughter to pay (which I will pay her back for).
Last night had a sort of business meeting / date night with The Wife and a group of business associates where we had a nice dinner at a shooting range and then went and shot about 400 rounds of 9mm. We have now signed up for our Concealed Carry permits which we both need for where The Wife works and some of the areas that I have to meet clients in.

Those of you who 'follow' me know that we have exotic birds, thr biggest of which is a Moluccan Cockatoo, she has been my/our identity to a laarge extent for the past 11 years. Yesterday after writing my blog I put her in her harness so she could come with me and went to pick up The Wife from the auto repair shop. Picked her up and went to the local monthly flea market which she always loves because she loves people. We got there and The Wife was paying the entry fee while I went to get a paper towel from the mens room. Came out of the mens room and was getting some bird poop wiped off of me which was very unusual because she is potty trained and suddenly her legs gave way and she fell off my arm. I scooped her up and we immediately left the building and headed toward my vets office but to no avail. She was (most likely) gone before we made it to my truck. Absolutely no idea what happened! She was (we think) in her mid teens and should have lived many more years. All I know is that she loved and was loved by so many.
We did bury her which allowed us to finally bury our Amazon HOlly who passed 2 years ago who was her best friend.
Life will resume soon....