this is seriously one of the best and most heartwarming stories that i have seen some time and some its one of those stories that you just cry when you read it and if you dont, than maybe you dont have a heart that needs to be warmed......

http://thedailywh.at/2011/09/23/look-at-this-awesome-dog-of-the-day/

I was born and raised catholic but the past few years now i have been thinking alot more about what religion really means to me. Don't get me wrong I still have always believed there is a God I mean, I have a family who loves me, I am a BJJ blue belt, I have many friends who love and need me, there is a God. But I just can't see myself getting behind organized religion anymore because I just don't understand how there can be 5000 or so religions in the world and someone is going to be wrong.

i was asked this question earlier. what do you want to do with your life? got me thinking.....i want to do something heroic like that pilot who landed a plane on the hudson river, just so i can use it whenever i wanted. like if someone is bitching that i forgot something i could be like I LANDED A PLANE ON THE HUDSON RIVER!!! I DONT WANT TO HERE SHIT FROM YOU!!!, yea but knowing me, i would say it to my boss and get fired.

so as almost everyone on here knows, i have been training pretty hard the last few months, well i had to make a big decision this past week about my training for the time being. seeing as i have been having the nose bleed issues, i had to take some time off and relax. i have some old body ache issues that i figured taking a week off would help and boy did my body feel good about it. i stopped taking all my supplemants this week cuz they tend to make my blood pressure high and i have a drs apt this next week to hope and figure out the bloody noses, well only problem with stopping the supplemants? it kinda makes me hungry again so i been kinda cheating on my diet and eating alot more, so last night i decided even after eating a double whopper, fries, and a big bowl of cereal i weighed myself, i looked down and saw it said i was still under 205 lbs which i was amazed because i ate like a horse this week. ok well back to training hopefully next week after the dr and then maybe a fight in a few months. going to take some videos of me training again when i can if anyone wants to see them let me know.

so was the best weekend of my life. met so many interesting people and so many people i would never have met before if it wasnt for the ufc. thinking i would have alot of fun. have now met about 40 different fighters. i have about 400 or so pics if anyone wants to see some let me know and i can post some on the blog.

so first day at the ufc event went awesome!!! met alot of pro fighters and really high level ufc execs. very cool, got alot of pics, about 200 to be exact so might post soon to my blog but will have to think about it.

so, as alot of people know about me i am a huge mma fan, mostly the UFC but yea i like them all. well for the first time in the history of the UFC it comes to wisconsin, so what most of you say? well I have going to the UFC on my bucket list so when i found this out i was excited more for the fact that mma in wisconsin is finally getting some recognition, didnt think i could afford to really go to it, well i found out about a vip package deal they had going on and it was really reasonably priced so i got a ticket. so i can scratch this off my list and its cool cuz i get to meet about 10-20 different mma fighters and big named guys in mma so, to those who know me yes i will post some pics on my blog and for those that want to see more, i will be able to email you them if you want.

been kinda going over the last year or so in my mind and have realized alot has happened, mostly good some bad though. glad to have certain friends on here who have helped me get my mind right. some of the things that have happened are:


finally getting back into the mma gym
getting tickets to the ufc
getting healthy mind and body
losing my virginity
getting back into a job field i love
finding out i should consider myself more than i do
getting my tats done
training with some of the best mma fighters in the us

just thought my true friends who know me and havent really known me long enough to know all of my life just thought i would.

i have been getting asked alot if i am losing weight in my new pics and stuff? the short answer is yes but the long answer is a not really losing weight. i have been working super hard to look better. been working out almost 4-5 times a week, been doing alot of cardio stuff. this week i start a new workout and supplemant plan that is kinda odd because if i take the supplemant and have to get tested for a fight using the WADA (world anti-doping association) i would pop positive so thats not the best thing in the world but it will help me shed so much weight it will be a good thing.