* Lean on me playing softly in the back ground*
too many ppl, too many thoughts, too many circumstances.
i AM here.
and know YOU would be there for me.
/status wishing she could change the world but knows she cant

~hoping for the best for all ~
ju

and turned on the heat.
I have been wearing a jacket in the house, tonight i finally said screw it!
We are supposed to get wet snow here on monday.
(dont remind me about all the bitching i did about the heat this summer)
a warm and cosy juicy

trivia.

as one of several hosts we know you appreciate the work that goes into it and the fun that can be had.
to the very small portion of you that are chosing to make the hosts lives hell... sit back for a minute and think about it.
we have lives... do you think we have time to research every answer to the nth degree? and why should we after all. we gain nothing from hosting and actually we lose.
our time and energy done researching and then our time and energy posting.
if YOU dont like the way we are doing it then i strongly suggest you dont join us.
/me walks away disgusted once again

An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset.

Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational.

In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window.

A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet.

As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard (barely containing his laughter) who had watched the whole incident walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?"

The drunk, still staring down replied: "I think I just beat the shit out of a ghost"

the healing powers of a game of scrabble...

i was totally sick and tired of my puter problems, so i reformatted the hard drive. ok so that took oh about 2 hrs, the rest of the day was spent getting all the neccessary up dates for windows etc. i started this little project at about 1130 am its now 710pm and im back!
damn i missed my internet today!
but im running smooooooooooooooooooooooooooooth!

the hotel california, then this song is our (insert the damn word that is elluding me here)

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

the best of times and the worst of times...
some days are like that...
the best part for me this week is learning to deal with me.
cryptic for some of you others will understand.
special hugs for all that need them, virtual chicken soup for... all that have been hit with, get ready, virus weather.
side bar has anyone heard from gracie? im worried about her, sent an email and nada. pm me if you have any info please.

i ususally only have one cup of coffee/day and thats its for caffine. the dr has told me to stop caffine for 60 days. fine should be easy, right? i have been up for 2 hours and am still not awake!
my new modem got here, yay! but i have to wake up more to plug it in.
hope i get used to this...

i want to rant but i will piss too many ppl off....


so goodnight