have you ever been so pissed of and frustrated by someone that you don't even know where to begin your rant?
My WASband makes me like that and damn there are good reasons he has the title of WASband. I don't think in this life time he will clue in to a fraction of it!
gritting her teeth and trying to forget the insanity of it all,
ju

I started to blog earlier and screwed up, I hit enter too early and deleted it and now I am on the blog list with no new blog, sheesh! So I guess I had better say something or perhaps nothing to at least make it worthwhile or not.
thinkingtheremustbeabetterwaytosavecyberspace
ju

today I became a member of NN.
What a ride!!!
ju

a question was asked of me, in a very intelligent and thoughtful manner, asking how a site like NN could possibly become a community. I would like to share a portion of my reply, and would be very interested in hearing your thoughts.

"Many times I have tried to figure out what makes NN such a great community and the only real conclusion I have come to is that when we bare our physical selves we can't help but bare some of our soul too, which opens us to criticism of our intimate selves. Everyone on NN that has posted has allowed others a glimpse of that vulnerable side of themselves and in doing so has allowed themselves to understand the fear of being negatively judged. With that understanding of themselves it becomes very easy to appreciate others and all of the variations the human race has to offer."
a pondering,
ju

Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, July 26:

Need to get yourself some good lovin'? Stop thinking about ways you can 'earn' it and believe that you deserve it instead. Then put on your hottest outfit, grab some dear friends and get out there.

getting all dressed up,
ju

MY obsession took over for a bit again today, but I controlled it a little better

Tomorrow is cleaning day, my mom is coming Thurs. I am really looking forward to it I haven't seen her since Dec.

Valleybud!!! make your where abouts known I haven't seen you for a few days and just heard about the blackouts in cali

Doing the Vienna Waltz cause I need the practice,
ju

My daughter asked me to download a few songs for her mp3 player, mission accomplished fairly quickly. Then I decided I needed some more music, well one song reminded me of another and so on and so on and so on. I finally xxxxxx myself to stop, my butt is sore from sitting here for so long, but I now have 13.5 hrs more of music to listen to.
dancing around the room to give her butt a break
ju

but I thought I would go back and read some of my old blogs (ah memories). I didn't get too far cause man I talk alot. What really struck me were the comments and how many of those people have just sort of faded away. No drama, no big goodbyes, they just stopped coming around.
Missing a whole buncha people
ju

If you keep up with her blogs you maybe wondering a bit about my emotional involvement with her latest blogs. Quite simple really, dawn and I are friends, very good friends. Along the way we have discovered many things we share as life experiences. One such example is her skating, my ballet. The slight differences matter little. The joy and pain in sharing the experience of achieving or attempting to achieve physical perfection is something that is not understood by the majority.
Dawn captured the essence of that attempt towards perfection in her blog, something that I had buried many years ago. It was truely wonderful to have that memory revived and to be reminded of how I came to be who I am today.
A sincere and very heartfelt thank you to a very special woman in my life.
"pinky swears" and slickery kisses,
ju

it passed and no one identified themselves as 88,888
perhaps i shouldnt have been so cryptic

ju