kitsune89's blog post - That Didn't Take Long

I overestimated my ability to stay away from here. I worry now about being recognized on here. I never used to worry about that... at same time though I've never posted anything here that I would really be ashamed of. In fact, I've always been very open with my close friends & partners about this site. So here I am again. Faced with building my profile back up. That's okay though. I'm in a phase of my life that is full of changes.

So what's been happening with libby/belinda/kitsune?

Tried to date a normal guy. Got really spoiled for a bit. Fancy food, nice wine. All that business. He seemed really stable & decent. Quickly turned out to be insecure, jealous & showed signs of a controlling nature. Cut the relationship off quickly when he started to use threatening language (because I took a two hour nap after work & didn't text back quick enough). He has since threatened to show up somewhere for me not answering him, called me a bitch among other things. So. Normal guys are not the solution. Well, really there is no such thing as normal. I realize now that I need to take the time to be single & heal from the fiasco that I went through this past winter anyway. I am more cautious and aware now. Which is certainly not a bad thing.

I am in the process of getting a promotion at work and because of this will be traveling out of the country for the first time in November. Really my first time traveling anywhere. I am anxious about this. It is insane to imagine myself traveling. Business class out of the country even. Things are happening fast and I am trying to embrace them.