I'm aware that I will now seem all the more like a cold bitch. The thing is, I may be inconsistent but I am never insincere. And self preservation is always my number one priority. Beyond that, I will always follow my gut feeling. It is never my intention to hurt someone or let them down. In fact, it's arguably the one thing I hate the most. I didn't want to come across as callous. I hope that I was finally heard & understood but everyone has their own point of view. Nothing escalates a situation with me quite like pushing me, pressuring me or just not hearing me. Intentional or not, I have been most definitely pushed away. I can't speak for the future but it's over for me in the present. I'm certainly glad that I tried to keep things vague. I would ask those of you who did figure it out, just erase it from your mind. I don't want to go into more details. Thank you as always for being the community I love