I got my CPR and first aid today.
A little thing but something I have wanted to do for a few years and finally had a chance to to.
Feeling empowered,
ju

Looking foward to tomorrow. I have to get up earlier than usual but that is ok. I am going to do something I have been wanting to for years. Opportunity knocked so off I will go.
I will fill you in later,
ju

I don't go in there much but damnit there are some nice ppl in the pit.
Slumming it ain't so bad
ju

I regret informing you that even though you are children of the information age you did not invent sex. You are not the first generation on the planet to be horny. You are not even the first generation to enjoy porn. You come from a long line of people who had bodies just like yours and who enjoyed the pleasures that we found in ourselves and in each other.
I am sure you have pleased many including yourself. That does NOT mean I am about to bow down to you. I have been there done that and quite possibly more.
You are glorious in your own right but so are many who came before you.
Do NOT tell me I do not know what I am missing because I can assure you I do. I found 20 somethings attractive when I was the same age. It was a road to discovery, we are all unique and have over time figured out what we do and do not like.
You are no better or worse than I am, you are just in a different place.
Give me some credit for knowing what I like and dislike and for knowing what I need to achieve pleasure.
I have no need to "teach you a few tricks" I learned those along the way as we all do and the last thing I am interested in is a tutoring position.
I speak for no one but my self, however I can assure you that when you tell me I don't know what I am missing I am all to aware of it and chose not to relive it.
Just an old fart rambling,
ju

Where the hell is LUNNA?
I miss her blogs.

ju

with cooking and then freezing stuff in single serving sizes. As previously mentioned there is vegetable soup, spaghetti, spinach quiche, mac and cheese and steak pot pies in there so far. I have plans tomorrow for at least one more kind of soup and chili.
It all just stacks up so nicely!



Who ever invented those containers was a genius! I used to be a fan of ziplok bags but these little containers take the cake!
No doubt I will get bored of this soon and start cursing my lack of freezer space but for the moment im having fun.
A single serving of...
ju

I was so exhausted but I hung in there until normal bed time, I didn't want to go early and risk waking at stupid o'clock again. I slept right through until just before the alarm went off.
I woke to the sound of really wild wind, the past few days of record breaking temps decided to leave us and the arctic air was letting us know it was back. There have been wind gusts of 108 km/h, category 1 hurricane winds are 118 km/h. The snow is mostly gone, my 7' high snow bank has been reduced to an ugly 24" give or take. January thaws, mother natures way of making room for more snow.
Full of energy I decided to do something about the kids constant lament of "there is nothing to eat" There is plenty to eat it, what they don't want to do is prepare it. Rather than cave and buy prepackaged food I decided to out smart them. The freezer is currently filled with single servings of mac and cheese and spaghetti. I made a huge pot of vegetable soup, all I need is more single serving sized containers and that will go in too. I have all the ingredients for meat pies and quiches, those will be made tomorrow. So far the out look is good, kid one came home went cruising as usual and said "oh those are so cute!"
A good nights sleep goes a hell of a long way,
ju

I have been awake for 21 hrs now and am desperate for sleep.
I have slept about 4 hrs in the last 48.
I NEED sleep!!!
Just promise me I wont wake like this

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Thanks jetjackson for the laugh at stupid o'clock!!
Beyond tired,
ju

light in an hr. I have been awake since 2 and up since 5.
This is gonna be a longggggggggggggg day.
I haven't had insomnia in years and I have to say it totally sucks!
Wide awake at stupid o'clock,
ju

I sleep better tonight. I went up to read just after 10 last night wanting to get a good sleep because I haven't been up early in 2 weeks. I read until just after 11, turned the light out and slept like a rock for the next hr and a half. Then I was wide awake, tossing and turning with my brain going a million miles an hr. I tried everything to distract my self relaxation excersises, reading, peeing you name it, to calm down but nothing was working. I was just getting more and more tense. Nothing in particular is bothering me, it was just "one of those nights"
At 3 I finally couldn't stand it anymore, got up and took half a clonazipam, just enough to relax me a bit and let me get to sleep. It worked but then I was making up for hrs not slept. My alarm wasn't set, my daughters wasn't set and my usually wide awake at 5am son was still sound asleep untill the phone rang at 7:36.
I don't know how we did it but we did, kid one out the door at 8, kid 2 out the door at 8:15. I had my first coffee at the bus stop.
I never really did totally wake untill about 11 and then it was time to clean the mess the kids made over the holidays.
Ready for bed and hoping bed is ready for me,
ju