Not even sure how the conversation started last night, but The Wife essentially said if I wanted we could fuck ... I was a bit tired and I do not really remember how the conversation started, but we were in bed and I took her at her word and it ended up as a pretty decent 30+ minute fuck. She gave me head that was absolutely amazing (better than usual at points) and I ate her a bit - I believe she had one orgasm from my oral and then probably 2 from fucking. I was worn out this morning, but it was worth it.

It is hard to believe that I have been posting here almost 15 years now! WOW. Actually been on here a bit longer, but started posting in the blogs 15 years ago this July.

As requested, i went into the bedroom at 8 and slid into bed. She immediately (sort of) woke up but was complaining that is was cold in the bedroom - of course it is, that is how you like it - we did cuddle a bit and after a bit of 'convincing' on my part (she was willing, but did not want to really fully wake up) we had a pretty good 60 minute fuck session during which she came as hard as I have ever seen from me going down on her and again when we fucked and came together.
Overall, a pretty good birthday weekend.

Yesterday was my birthday and I was a bit surprised when on Friday night The Wife actually sort of initiated sex. Well, that is to say that she came to bed in a silky / sexy top and definitely made it clear that she was ready to be intimate. We fooled around / fucked for about 60-90 minutes oral (both) and general playing as well as fucking. I had hoped for a round 2, but she had a leg cramp. she has asked me to join her in bed this morning around 8 so I am hoping for a second round today. Wish me luck!

Well, went and browsed my blogs from last year and we had a grand total of 17 intimate 'events' so not always fucking, maybe a HJ or something a few times. While this is more than the previous years, it is nowhere near what I want. She continues to make promises of more and I spend money on things that are supposed to help increase things (with her involved in the decisions) but nothing. Her mom leaves tomorrow and it is safe to say that we will be having another 'Discussion' soon.
So far this year, we have been intimate 5 times in 4 months. It really is BS.
The Ex is still dealing with Cancer treatments and is tired and our kids are stressing her out as well so we have not had any intimacy although she says she would like to. One of my concerns on that is I have read that I could be affected by her medications via 'liquid transfer' so I am a bit apprehensive about it anyway.
Anyway, I hope everyone has a a great Easter!

In the space of 2 weeks we have fucked 3 times now. The main problem is that I am not sure if she is just 'going along' with what I am doing or if she really wants it. She definitely is 'involved' in the action in that she is playing with me and blowing me and she does cum - usually twice or more from what I can tell - but me being the initiator leads to me mentally questioning things. Last night, we setup at a new campsite and had dinner with an old friend. After dinner the MIL went to her cabin and we sat and talked with friend for a bit before she headed home. The Wife went inside and for reasons unknown to me sat at the dinette to watch tv instead of the sofa or easy chair. After sitting with her at the dinette for a while with her playing a game on her phone, I pointed out it would be more comfortable to sit on the sofa and cuddle so she moves there (still dressed in her traveling clothes) still playing her game. I got into my shorts and t shirt that I wear before going to bed and she keeps playing the game. After a bit, I point out that her playing a game is not what I had in mind so she does go and get 'comfortable' and I pull a blanket over us as it was getting cold. End result was after a bit, we went to bed and did fool around which ended up with us fucking. It was sort of 'ok'. I guess after all these years of virtually no sex and getting turned down constantly, I am glad for something, but .........

Well, 2 nights in a week .... WOW. I really wanted to eat her, but she has not showered for 3 or 4 days and while I like some 'musk' I was not ready for that so I fingered her and sucked on her tits while she gave me a BJ and HJ - basically we played with each other for about 20 - 30 minutes before I was worked up so much that either I fuck her or I cum on the sheets, well, I took the less messy option and fucked her till we both came, pretty much at the same time.
It was good, but I am never sure if she is just giving in or really wants to fuck. I am curious what the balance of the vacation will have in store.

Well, The Wife and I are finally sleeping alone in our camper (we shared a hotel room with MIL for the past week) and we did fuck last night. It was a pretty decent time, she sucked me, I ate her to what appeared to be one orgasm and then fucked her til I came and I think she came again as well - sometimes hard to tell. To be fair, we were both tired from a day of driving and I am hoping for more and more creative activity as the week progresses.

We were talking today and she emphasized that she really wants to get together to in her words 'have sex' I really like that she is not calling it making love, because it indicates that she accepts it for what it is - SEX. The only problem is that with the Cancer treatments and a few other medical issues, it is currently off limits. My birthday is mid April and she wants us to get together for sex for my Birthday so that is something to look forward to.

The wife and her mom and I are headed out for a camping vacation in Florida for a few weeks. For the first week we will be sharing a room, so certainly no sex then. Following that, we will have a cabin for MIL and Wife and I will be in our camper. It should be a nice vacation, but The Wife revealed a disturbing fact to me a few nights ago - I do not think she meant to say what she said - Anyway .... In my efforts to improve our bedroom I have purchased a few new things, one is a box of suggestions that you randomly pull from and must do, they range from kissing to anal (I wounder how that will go over?) the other is a book called cookie sutra which is basically a condensed version of the KamaSutra but with the positions demonstrated by gingerbread cookies. Well, a few afternoons ago I was frantically searching for keys and left the book on the bed but put it away before we went to bed. Wife said she was disappointed as she was hoping to go thru the book with me so the next evening I made sure I was fairly rested and awake and left the book on the bed. She came to bed and we were talking and she said (this is where it gets interesting) she had made extra effort to be awake and had been sure not to drink wine since she sometimes does that to avoid sex - not those exact words, but that was the meaning - she went on to tease me a bit then said she was too tired but I could fuck her to get relief. Uh, NO, I do not want that kind of sex. That was Wednesday night and now it is Friday morning and I am frustrated and a bit pissed off. She is 'teasing' that when we are alone in the trailer on vacation, things may get kinky, but I have very little hope. I will update as possible.