I was going with The Ex to a charity lunch today and we were discussing random things and talking about things like Rogaine that make hair grow. I said that I should use it on my dick and it would get bigger and she said ... Hold on now ... It doesn't need to get any larger! Stroking my (ego?)! Maybe, but she has always been a perfect fit even after 5 kids. She works hard (as I may have mentioned) doing kegel exercises and such to stay tight. Oh, well, still no sex and headed into 4 weeks now. Going to try to get together with The Ex tomorrow maybe, but we are both busy right now and it is difficult to get away from a 'real' job.

Well, it is now three weeks since any action with The Wife. Since she is dog sitting for a client this week, I am doubtful that there will be anything happening this week. She has to go 4 times a day to the dogs with the first being around 8:00 AM and the last being around 10:00 PM. You see where this is going ... anyway ... such is life (at least for me right now). The only bright light is that she is going to get her Resume professionally done tomorrow and we already have a lead on a job for her. Now I just have to get things going properly on my new job.

The Wife got home last night and was not feeling well (she had not felt well the night before) we think it was something we both ate on Sunday at a benefit lunch we went to since I did not feel well when I woke up on Monday. That being said, obviously we did not have sex, but I cannot blame it on her this time. Always the optimist, I will try again this evening.

ordered a new 'bullet' vibe with wireless remote on ebay. it arrived in the mail today and seems to work well. The $10,000 Question is if The Wife can manage to get interested ..... She is off at a business dinner this evening, so maybe she will come home energized. Ah, well, not really worried, got plans with The Ex for Thursday and / or Friday. Time will tell.

I checked my noted and realized that today marks (once again) two weeks since there was any activity with The Wife. It seems that usually she is reading when we go to bed and has no interest in anything else. Yesterday, she was working on a guest list because my daughter (from first marriage) is a jewelery distributor and The Wife is holding a party to help her get her business started. So I helped her get her list together with me searching the net to find her addresses and such. While making my dinner which was different from hers, she said that she wanted some of my fresh made steak fries, I said they will cost you (haha) she said how about a kiss and I responded steak fries are worth more than a kiss. I continued making my dinner and brought her a plate of fries, she said thanks and promptly enjoyed them. Around 10:45 we went to bed and she says oh hell, it is almost midnight! I said no, it is 10:45. She responded but it is like midnight (I feel an excuse coming up!). I had already moved my pillow to her side of the Giant Bed so that when she came out from the bathroom I would be on her side. She comes out of the bathroom, gets in bed, and simply says it is late and I am going to sleep. As I start to roll away, she says do not roll away, I want to cuddle and lays her arm across me. I put up with this until she is fast asleep (about 5 minutes) and move my pillow over to my side and move myself as well.
I had debated all day if I wanted to make the effort to try and basically got what I expected! Rejection. Oh Well, she has two houses to clean this week and perhaps I will get to Fuck The Ex this week. Had Breakfast with her last week and we were discussing a conversation that I had with The Wife and friends about last Christmas where The Wife went to the TSO concert and I said I usually go to the casino while she is there, but cannot remember what I did last year, then realized that I was fucking The Ex which is much better than going to the casino.
Oh, well blog over. on with the work day.

I went into the bedroom the other morning at 8 AM and as I opened the door she suddenly pulled the covers over herself, looking rather 'flushed' she said "I thought you had to be at your meeting at 8" I replied 'no, 9' and went to get in the shower. From her actions I am pretty sure that she was playing with her bullett. Wish I had actually 'caught' her in action. I am now pretty convinced that she is 'taking care' of herself on a regular basis. That evening, when we went to bed, I tried to cuddle with her to lead toward sex, but she said 'too tired' I said you are always too tired, or you are reading a book and she denied that so last night I tried again, but she was too interested in her book. So much for that!

Well, The Ex and I were supposed to get together this morning for a relaxing hour or so with NO chance of interruption, but I have no idea where she is! Business meeting that we were both at first thing, then she had to run, and we were supposed to meet at my place, but there is no sign of her and her (my)car is not at her house.
Oh well, I am off to another meeting and building my business.

Well, after 15 years of being self employed, I accepted a job offer yesterday for a 'regular' job. As much as I enjoy working for myself, I really needed a regular paycheck. I will still maintain a few 'side' businesses, but they are not at this point enough to pay my bills. Hopefully I will do well at this, but also, I hope that one of my other businesses starts doing better so I do not 'need' this new job.
Oh, yeah, and The Wife and I had sex on Monday evening after I sort of pushed the issue.

Well, I really thought I might get lucky with The Wife this weekend. We had a weekend at the Casino because we had to work a show here. I figured she usually drinks a bit while she is gambling and I might actually 'get some' .... NOPE! Friday night she is getting ready for bed and I hear 'Damn, I still pave my period' so I know nothing going (I do not care,but she does)so she comes out a cuddles up against me and gets me excited (pretends she does not realize what she is doing to me) and goes to sleep! SHIT I am frustrated. Saturday night we gamble a little bit and we are having dinner and she says lets go back to the room and we can go to bed and I will cuddle up to you when we go to sleep. This time I am smart enough to say no way! She asks why, and I am very blunt in telling her that I am tired of being frustrated, that if she is going to cuddle up to me, she should be ready to do more! She pouts, but does not make any offers. We go back to our room, watch Saturday Night Live and go to sleep on separate sides of the bed. 5:30 AM I get up and start browsing NN and write this. Oh, well, another weekend without sex. Hopefully I can manage to hookup with The Ex sometime this week.

Yea! Just got a new video camera that should be easy to use. Hopefully I will now be able to get some vids of me and The Ex (maybe even The Wife as well)