So last night I had done my usual routine of making dinner for both of us and working a long day to keep things above water - no big deal - it is what I do. On the way home I stopped and got salad stuff, saw cut flowers and got some for The Wife, again nothing terribly out of the ordinary, we may not get along much but I try to be 'sweet'. When we go to bed, I was horny and not sleepy, so I figure since I had been nice, she might be 'nice'. Hugged on her and tried to kiss her, but really got nowhere, she says 'let's cuddle' (Oh Shit!) I say I want more and she just makes it clear that that is all there will be. I roll over onto my side and she curls up to me and gets me overheated in multiple ways. I could not sleep, she immediately goes to sleep. I watched TV for about 90 minutes with her laying on top of me and me feeling frustrated, before she rolled over and I turned off the tele and went to sleep. Was supposed to have Breakfast with The Ex this morning, but I overslept and barely made it to my first meeting. The day sucked from that standpoint, but I did make an unexpected sale today so that much closer to my NEEDED bonus. Just 5 more sales to go this month and next month is much easier plus I can start setting aside money for The Ex and I for when The Wife goes to Germany in June. |