The Ex came over for breakfast today and I had offered her a massage when we spoke yesterday so she took me up on the offer. I had hoped to turn the massage into a 'quickie' but she was not up for it

. Instedad she offered to let me get myself of but she did not want to cum so I pulled on a rubber and did just that. Definetly not my usual routine, but she is like that sometimes, since I make her feel good she wants to meke me feel good. Just difficult getting excited when I know that she is just 'letting' me do it to make me feel good and that she will get nothing out of it.