TNBuilder's blog post - life continues to be strange and frustrating

Yesterday we were at the grocery store shopping for our Super Bowl party and The Wife had to pick up her prescriptions (Birth Control and others) The pharmacist tells her that her new BCP will take some time for her body to adjust to and that we should use 'extra precautions' during the first month or two. I think to myself that if she gets pregnant it is damn near a virgin birth as we so rarely have sex. The Wife sort of grins and as we are headed to the checkout says that she guesses that we should get some condoms. Now I have been making great efforts to 'cuddle' more and generally trying to make nice to see if things will change without being pushy about sex, so this seems like a good sign. We head home, I do a little more of my preparatory cooking for the party, we watch a little TV and head to bed. After the discussion at the store (and a really good job interview for her earlier in the day), I am thinking I might actually get some ...... Nope, same as most nights recently, I cuddle up to her, try to get things started, get all worked up to where I am dripping pre-cum and she goes to sleep!
Oh well, I am stubborn and will keep trying (not sure why). I am hoping to catch up with The Ex today for a relaxing fuck if time permits.