BBWdreamgirl's blog post - Aren't you sorry you asked.

How's the new me coming along you ask? Well, okay you didn't ask, and I am sure do not care... but I am gonna give you an update anyway.
It has been harder than I thought. I started off so strong and motivated. I find myself biting my tongue on many things as of here late. I keep telling myself if it does not pertain to me stay out of it. Hard to do for someone who likes to fix things but cannot even fix herself. Go figure. Still moody at times. My feeling can still be crushed. And I find myself trying to slip into my old ways. I have to walk away and get away from things and people at times. Nothing personal against anyone. I often find myself feeling alone walking through this world. Should make things easier you would think. I digress... I have not given up my dream and desire. I have nothing holding my back but myself. And I can be a problem. My own worst enemy so to speak. I will prevail and be the better for it.