BBWdreamgirl's blog post - Self Reflection

Happy New Year NN ,
With each new year most of us swear we are gonna do this, stop doing that, try harder for this. If we are lucky, they last a few weeks then get pushed to the wayside. I am so very guilty of this myself. Why I quit making resolutions many moons ago. I knew in my heart that I would never do it.
This year tho is different. I'm not going to try and lose weight, and exercise so many times a week. Not gonna give up my favorite foods just to fail miserably. I am working on a much higher and grander scale. I am working on the inner me. Changing how I view the world around me and more importantly myself. Building a foundation of self-worth and love for myself. I am going to stop expecting others to fill that void. Because they seldom can. And that only leads to self-doubt and hurt.
Loving myself and accepting my flaws is for the greater good. So yes, I am worthy of all the good that comes my way. Yes, I am worthy of all the happiness I find. I am not responsible for the world's problems, and I am going to act accordingly. I will not chase after people who do not want to be chased and try to save their souls. Their fails are theirs and not mine.
With that I end this here and sending out all the best love and good vibes one can send. If you read this know you are special and deserve only the best that the world has to offer.