Hello, I am an intelligent and interesting young man who has not had sex in a decade. I have been losing my sanity to the sexual frustration. In reality, I know that I am attractive to certain types of women who like the kinky stuff like bimbo, sub, goth etc. etc. but I'll die before I ever attempt to seduce a woman. In this regard, I have no confidence whatsoever. At every woman in my life I have ever attempted to seduce, I have ended up wasting my time in permanent failure. I don't know what all you women have against me. Sure I'm a junkie and I got hooked on opioids, but that was a long time ago. You think after ten years somebody would respect me enough to go on a date with me and you see I will ramble on at myself like this for hours tortures my soul. I am a true tortured soul, I'm not selfish or anything I don't need models, I just wanted the affection and intimacy of a woman after all this time and to treat her very respectfully and I see, I've seen for a while now, that no matter how I behave, no matter how I change, I'll never even be good enough for a slut.

Anyways I just need some friends anybody musical hit me up. I'm suffering so much I could end up dead but I'm no danger to anybody but myself at this point. I learned the hard way, from catching violent charges.