I really like my own pre cum and have even successfully edged once or twice and had a couple of big blobs of it, but I really want to swallow my whole load…..it’s just that complete loss of interest after I’ve cum that stops me. I did however succeed once, I have a little kink in that I occasionally like to wear stockings and if my wife is ok with it ( I always ask) sex with them on is fantastic, even better if she wears hers too. She doesn’t really get why I like them or why I want to eat my cum but sometimes indulges me. We were on holiday and had both taken stockings in case the mood was right and one night she suggested we both wear them ( as a treat for me), I was feeling brave and asked if she’d consider squatting over my face, immediately after sex. No promises was the answer but just the prospect of it made me cum really heavily …..and then she said lie on your back and xxxxxxxxxx her pussy down onto my face. I licked and sucked and despite the urge disappearing fast, actually really enjoyed it. I just wish it was something she wanted to do regularly so I’d get more used to it. I’d like to wear the stockings during sex more often too. Are other ladies more amenable to this sort of thing?